June 29, 2004

Ghosts

Ok, so I was gonna go into this in my last post, but it kinda evolved away down another thought. Too thoughtful to be tied to this for my tastes anyways. There are things I don't get. I'm happily married. Sure the hubby and kid drive me nuts from time to time, but that's normal. I've never yet spoken to anyone in a relationship that the other person didn't get on their nerves sometimes. And I am honestly happy with almost every aspect of my life. But for some reason there are a couple guys I can't get out of my head. They're both pretty well out of my life (one completely, the other almost completely) and I never had anything romantic with them, so I'm not sure why I keep thinking about them. Not like every day or anything, but fairly regularly, especially the one. Maybe it's because we never really had a relationship, there was just that unspoken, unacted tension. It doesn't really bother me, and the ghosts don't really affect my life, but I'd like to know what causes them. And honestly, yes, how to get rid of them. Not sure I would really, but I'd like to know how. And why is it that thinking of one always seems to bring up another?

Posted by Jenn at June 29, 2004 01:43 AM
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