Archive for March, 2006
So right now I’m riding the bus to school.
And being the dork I am, I noted that as I’m going there are wireless networks. I assumed that since I was around a bunch of houses these were home networks. There are an awful lot of the damn things! Since I’ve got my new iBook 14″ with 802.11g I’ve noted a lot more networks. (My old iBook only had 802.11b.)
So I’m sitting on the bus watching networks come an go as we drive by them, and I’m madly attempting to get online with one of them. I’m thinking hell, this will be a crapshoot, I’m moving and most of the networks are secured somehow. I’m stupid enough to think that I’ll get lucky on some random network while I’m rolling along at 20 mph.
Its so painfully ironic when you find someone who you’d like and would like to perhaps settle down with but cannot for reasons that are trivial and enormous.
I want to love him openly and honestly, but I don’t dare for fear of pushing him away.
Love can conquer all?
Bump… I just hit a bump in the road. Depression recovery has been going quite well more or less. Papers that were once over due are still over due.. New papers are overdue… Thats more or less it.
no its not.
hell I had this idea when I was working out yesterday that I should write an entry titled about wanting to cuddle and dry hump and make out with a guy. Its nice when I wake up with a cat who has been cuddling with me, or if we’re engaging in heavy petting. (hell, these cats sometimes engage in foreplay, if we were both of the same species we’d be well into fucking… but alas I digress…)
I’ve been debating inviting a straight friend to the GLSEN Prom. I mean I went with Jenni whos straight to both of my in school proms, so why not round out the whole thing and go with a straight boy? I dunno.. I’m just not sure what response I’ll get.
Ah here comes a cat in search of some quality cuddling.. he of course has to start off by methodically probing my stomach and reminding me that I’ve got too much of a spare tire.. little bitch..
Oh demanding bitch, thats the new new name for my car that just got almost 2k worth of repairs..
I’ve been wanting to go to a cuddle party. I just want to cuddle and have fun at it.
work is good.
Okay I covered it all and the feline is demanding attention.