Hate this feeling…

Whats this all about?

I’m second guessing the hell out of myself right now, but I’m wondering why I didn’t stay at Purchase College? or go to Binghamton College..

I’m just wondering how life could be different and full. Nothing seems to fill me, to give me purpose. I feel like I’m going through the motions.

I’ve not been doing too well in managing my depression.. that much should be evident by now. I really need to work out more often or something. I just can never seem to push myself to do it.

The romantic life has picked up somehow, but ultimately that doesn’t quite seem to improve anything.

I feel that I have purpose at work, but when it comes to other things, say school or home life, or personal life they all just feel empty…

I hate this feeling.