January 26, 2003
A Glass...
Stoicism... Just got off the phone talking with Shawn ... and I need to move on ... mmm .. he started moving on ... and we've had a wonderful three weeks together ... its such a great gift just thinking about ummm those three weeks were or four weeks however long I'll count them out at some point ... uhh ... its amazing when I think about them how great I feel ... and how wonderful it is just to be able to put myself back in that state ... (exhale) the euphoria the fun of that ... (exhale) always easier to ... usually its easier to look at the glass being half empty but the thing is right now I'm really looking and the glass is really half full ... its more than half full ... its all the way full ... (exhale) ... I just hope that uhh ... I get to experience what I experienced with Shawn again and ... Shawn gets to experience what I felt again ...
(My mobile phone ran out of memory, so it just stopped recording... but I was about done anyway)