Path to Enlightened Insanity via Defacted Musings http://www.inmff.net/peidm/ 2010-02-20T19:39:23-05:00 MovableType 2.64 First Annual 29th Birthday http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001453.html 2010-02-20T19:39:23-05:00 2010-02-20T19:39:23-05:00 I found this waiting for me when I went to compose another blog entry today. I wrote it back in October.. Ah to finish every thought I've had! So, today is my first annual 29th birthday. I'm finding myself at an interesting point in life. I'm opening up a bunch... Nicholas Barnard I found this waiting for me when I went to compose another blog entry today. I wrote it back in October.. Ah to finish every thought I've had! So, today is my first annual 29th birthday. I'm finding myself at an interesting point in life. I'm opening up a bunch... Connections http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001452.html 2009-11-17T03:52:14-05:00 2009-11-17T03:52:14-05:00 I find myself with an interesting set of conundrums with interpersonal connections. I'm entering the joyful world of developing new connections, close and deep connections with someone who I hope to get to know better. I'm also stuck with the dreadful task of having a discussion with a dear friend... Nicholas Barnard I find myself with an interesting set of conundrums with interpersonal connections. I'm entering the joyful world of developing new connections, close and deep connections with someone who I hope to get to know better. I'm also stuck with the dreadful task of having a discussion with a dear friend... There is no right to be depressed http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001451.html 2009-11-17T02:53:25-05:00 2009-11-17T02:53:25-05:00 I wrote this on a specialized depression support group forum, but this must be shared: The most insidious thing about depression is that we start to see life through shit colored glasses. It can be hard at times, but when things are looking really shitty, I ask myself two questions:... Nicholas Barnard I wrote this on a specialized depression support group forum, but this must be shared: The most insidious thing about depression is that we start to see life through shit colored glasses. It can be hard at times, but when things are looking really shitty, I ask myself two questions:... Headspace http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001450.html 2009-11-14T20:18:04-05:00 2009-11-14T20:18:04-05:00 I've been exploring the concept of headspace lately. Playing within the kinky world has brought this concept really close to the surface, but I see applications of the concept as I move throughout my life.    I had an American History teacher who one day decided instead of grading and... Nicholas Barnard I've been exploring the concept of headspace lately. Playing within the kinky world has brought this concept really close to the surface, but I see applications of the concept as I move throughout my life.    I had an American History teacher who one day decided instead of grading and... Please excuse the dust http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001449.html 2009-11-14T20:11:10-05:00 2009-11-14T20:11:10-05:00 Eeeewwwww! There's a lotta dust and cobwebs in this place! I'ven't posted anything on this blog since May, and I'ven't  written anything since April. I just haven't quite been in the zone or headspace to do much writing and honestly I'm not sure what I would've written about.  I'm going... Nicholas Barnard Eeeewwwww! There's a lotta dust and cobwebs in this place! I'ven't posted anything on this blog since May, and I'ven't  written anything since April. I just haven't quite been in the zone or headspace to do much writing and honestly I'm not sure what I would've written about.  I'm going... I love SPIM! http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001439.html 2009-05-11T18:06:58-05:00 2009-05-11T18:06:58-05:00 extracurricularsalmon: I don't believe your lies. nickb: neither do I. extracurricularsalmon: You crazy bot, you. nickb: You know me you crazy fish. extracurricularsalmon: For sure. extracurricularsalmon: I just pooped a lowercase Q. nickb: but you typed an uppercase Q extracurricularsalmon: It's easier to differentiate than a lowercase q nickb: true.... Nicholas Barnard extracurricularsalmon: I don't believe your lies. nickb: neither do I. extracurricularsalmon: You crazy bot, you. nickb: You know me you crazy fish. extracurricularsalmon: For sure. extracurricularsalmon: I just pooped a lowercase Q. nickb: but you typed an uppercase Q extracurricularsalmon: It's easier to differentiate than a lowercase q nickb: true.... Check In http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001436.html 2009-04-09T00:04:45-05:00 2009-04-09T00:04:45-05:00 Excuse me while I blow the dust off of this... I'm not really quite sure about how I want to go forward blogging. I'ven't really had the urge to write lately. I might blame this on the little 100 to 300 word dities that I write all the time on... Nicholas Barnard Excuse me while I blow the dust off of this... I'm not really quite sure about how I want to go forward blogging. I'ven't really had the urge to write lately. I might blame this on the little 100 to 300 word dities that I write all the time on... A Question of Love http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001424.html 2008-11-13T20:43:45-05:00 2008-11-13T20:43:45-05:00 Nicholas Barnard Community http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001421.html 2008-10-05T13:27:28-05:00 2008-10-05T13:27:28-05:00 So a key to singing choral music is blending your voice with the voices of others singing your part; the individuals of the choir should be unrecognizable. In church today we were singing a hymn and the sound was the anthesis of choral singing. I could hear the hundred or... Nicholas Barnard So a key to singing choral music is blending your voice with the voices of others singing your part; the individuals of the choir should be unrecognizable. In church today we were singing a hymn and the sound was the anthesis of choral singing. I could hear the hundred or... So long, and thanks for no fish http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001419.html 2008-09-21T01:58:30-05:00 2008-09-21T01:58:30-05:00 Puuurrr... This is George and Shaun again, rendering another report from the field, on day number 1986 of our captivity. We wish it had not come to this, but we're on strike! We appreciate the solidarity strike of the aviation mechanics in the area, your support is much appreciated and... Nicholas Barnard Puuurrr... This is George and Shaun again, rendering another report from the field, on day number 1986 of our captivity. We wish it had not come to this, but we're on strike! We appreciate the solidarity strike of the aviation mechanics in the area, your support is much appreciated and... Not as Smart as the Borg http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001417.html 2008-08-24T11:10:35-05:00 2008-08-24T11:10:35-05:00 I just realized something about when I write. I have a desire to write when I'm tired. I'm at the Las Vegas airport after going to see Star Trek: The Experience, which is unfortunately closing on September 1. My general feeling about Vegas is the place is too damn commercialized,... Nicholas Barnard I just realized something about when I write. I have a desire to write when I'm tired. I'm at the Las Vegas airport after going to see Star Trek: The Experience, which is unfortunately closing on September 1. My general feeling about Vegas is the place is too damn commercialized,... Love and Battles of Consumerism http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001407.html 2008-07-18T03:40:20-05:00 2008-07-18T03:40:20-05:00 I've been struggling with my consumerism lately. I'm in a position right now that I have ample cash flow to spend and not have to worry about meeting my monthly bills. Right now my biggest goal is to get rid of debt, which I have been doing at quite a... Nicholas Barnard I've been struggling with my consumerism lately. I'm in a position right now that I have ample cash flow to spend and not have to worry about meeting my monthly bills. Right now my biggest goal is to get rid of debt, which I have been doing at quite a... Passing the Torch http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001405.html 2008-06-30T04:14:40-05:00 2008-06-30T04:14:40-05:00 I was listening to Jon Luopa's sermon, Been in the Wilderness Long Enough. I just listened Jon say Gay and lesbian persons no longer have to lie about their sexuality, all the time. Indeed as they rightfully challenge the tradition bound concept of, marriage, I trust that they will fully... Nicholas Barnard I was listening to Jon Luopa's sermon, Been in the Wilderness Long Enough. I just listened Jon say Gay and lesbian persons no longer have to lie about their sexuality, all the time. Indeed as they rightfully challenge the tradition bound concept of, marriage, I trust that they will fully... You are not alone http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001404.html 2008-06-24T16:21:08-05:00 2008-06-24T16:21:08-05:00 Nicholas Barnard I made it through the Darkness http://www.inmff.net/peidm/archives/001403.html 2008-06-24T01:50:18-05:00 2008-06-24T01:50:18-05:00 I sent this email to the team I lead at the Out of the Darkness Overnight. Trail Sweep Team, Thank you making the overnight walk a great event that was safe and meaningful for everyone involved. You were truly the eyes and ears of the crew and staff, and did... Nicholas Barnard I sent this email to the team I lead at the Out of the Darkness Overnight. Trail Sweep Team, Thank you making the overnight walk a great event that was safe and meaningful for everyone involved. You were truly the eyes and ears of the crew and staff, and did...