In the past few entries I’ve been referring to someone who I dated.<\/p>\n
I have done this person the service of not mentioning his name, but instead only mentioned him by reference to provide way in which to define and latch on my feelings. <\/p>\n
He has placed a large commentary in his blog, and I removed the trackback pings, as to afford him his privacy. <\/p>\n
In case anyone missed it I’ve been hurting a whole lot lately, and my life went from peachy keen, to pretty much in shambles, and I’ve been trying to grasp onto something that I think can be fixed or tried again.<\/p>\n
In my direct communication with the aforementioned person, that has been my theme, lets try again, because I wasn’t done, and I’m not convinced.<\/p>\n
I’ve done my best to remove the aforementioned person from my life, and place him in the box of January that he exists in, because I cannot deal with letting those feelings rule my life, and I cannot stop them, so they must be boxed and removed.<\/p>\n
To that person I have no desire to fight with you or to bitch slap you. I do have a desire to rid myself of my hurtful emotions, and for better or worse, this eJournal is the place. <\/p>\n
This is the last time I will say it:<\/p>\n
All I want is to try again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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