How do you know what love is?<\/p>\n
I had someone break up with me after three weeks of dating because I used the word “love” in reference to him.<\/p>\n
I’d been backdooring the “l” word in by using it to describe specific qualities that he had.<\/p>\n
So I used the “l” word and three days later we were “Just Friends.” How can someone decide something like that that fast? I just don’t really know.<\/p>\n
God this still hurts on a much lower level like hell.<\/p>\n
So now I’m at a point that I don’t want to date because I don’t want to invest my energy in closeted ohio guy just to get hurt.<\/p>\n
Fuck it just boils down to that I want Shawn I want him to reconsider to try again.<\/p>\n
Hell I’d give my left nut for a second chance (and my left nut is the one I value more!)<\/p>\n
I have been searching to figure out why I feel a need to find some good man and settle down and start a family. I’ve not been able to figure out why this exists within me as far as I can tell its a priori – it is in and of itself. Evolutionary psychology doesn’t help in explaining it. It just is.<\/p>\n
Its great how things are set for me to just hurt myself. I know this will take an adjustment on my part.<\/p>\n
Of Course I’ve previously said what makes it worth it is the risk. <\/p>\n
I don’t want to risk this again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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