Oh hell, I’ve been thinking all night I’m going to start it this way all night, and now I set down to write it, and I want to change the beginning. So here we go. Movies, TV Shows, and theatre that have made me cry:<\/p>\n
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They’ve been scattered through time but the last one occurred last night, on my drive to work.<\/p>\n
I don’t know why it hit me at that moment. I’ve heard the song before, whereas all the other times I cried on my first viewing.<\/p>\n
There could be many interpretations of the song “For Now” but the message I get is, life moves on and sucks at times. Realize and deal with the now and look toward the future.<\/p>\n
I don’t have a vision of where I want to be going. None whatsoever. <\/p>\n
Somedays I wish I could’ve been like my dental hygienist, and just have known I always wanted to be a dental hygienist, life would’ve been so simple. <\/p>\n
One of my friends from elementary school is now an investment banker on Wall Street, my mom got a letter from his mom.<\/p>\n
I get all these people telling me “you can’t stay here at relay you have too much promise.”<\/p>\n
I don’t want to stay at relay, I just don’t know where to go. I gotta do something, what I have no idea.<\/p>\n
I’ve got all these ideas of things I could do. I could go after the writing thing either full time or just on a part time basis. I could go back to school and get a practical degree in counseling. I could go work in non profits or an educational setting. I could go to school get a degree in philosophy and pursue the writing thing. I could do none of them and dedicate myself to producing excellently relayed telephone calls. <\/p>\n
Theres this sign at the ITT Tech school that I drive past all the time. A few weeks ago it said “Don’t expect a shove if you never budge.” I’ve been getting shoved, and I have no idea of where to budge towards. Or better yet, I’m dislodged, but I don’t know where to go now. I’m free floating again. I could go back and say I’m going to do something in theatre again. <\/p>\n
I just don’t know.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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