{"id":2324,"date":"2004-07-20T01:38:27","date_gmt":"2004-07-20T09:38:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm2\/2004\/07\/20\/apathy-procrastination\/"},"modified":"2004-07-20T01:38:27","modified_gmt":"2004-07-20T09:38:27","slug":"apathy-procrastination","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/2004\/07\/20\/apathy-procrastination\/","title":{"rendered":"Apathy? Procrastination?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;d be pissed at myself if the me of 2002 or so saw the me of today.  Not for everything, but because I&#8217;ve just been well seemingly apathetic about personal political issues such as gay marriage, the role of religion in government, and sending my peers to die to ensure that Iraq is a failed nation state. <\/p>\n<p>I used to scream, scathingly demean, and organize against political positions that I feel are unjust or just plain idiotic.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Sigh. Well that little horizontal rule signifies about two days of procrastination on this entry, if not more.  I&#8217;m really good at procrastination.<\/p>\n<p>Here I think I need a few more of them. <\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>There. Now back to the topic at hand.<\/p>\n<p>I dunno, part of what I had to force myself to do back in 2003 with Jo was to be self focused.  I was so out caring about everything but myself and I got to the point where there was nothing that was me to care about. <\/p>\n<p>Its not that I don&#8217;t want to care about these things.  I mean GLBT rights are, well, personal.  But I can&#8217;t pour myself into just doing that.  I have a life to live and goals to meet.  I&#8217;d <b>love<\/b> to be able to commit myself full time to GLBT rights, but at the moment I don&#8217;t have a position that would allow me to do that, and have a reasonably wage to live on.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>I want to keep this short and to the point.  I&#8217;m too tired to just wander on and on philosophically working through all the permutations, but rest assured I have.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;d be pissed at myself if the me of 2002 or so saw the me of today. Not for everything, but because I&#8217;ve just been well seemingly apathetic about personal political issues such as gay marriage, the role of religion in government, and sending my peers to die to ensure that Iraq is a failed [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2324","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2324","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2324"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2324\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2324"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2324"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2324"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}