{"id":2426,"date":"2006-06-18T22:51:29","date_gmt":"2006-06-19T06:51:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm2\/2006\/06\/18\/hate-this-feeling\/"},"modified":"2006-06-18T22:51:29","modified_gmt":"2006-06-19T06:51:29","slug":"hate-this-feeling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/2006\/06\/18\/hate-this-feeling\/","title":{"rendered":"Hate this feeling&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Whats this all about?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m second guessing the hell out of myself right now, but I&#8217;m wondering why I didn&#8217;t stay at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.purchase.edu\">Purchase College<\/a>? or go to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.binghamton.edu\">Binghamton College<\/a>..<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m just wondering how life could be different and full.  Nothing seems to fill me, to give me purpose.  I feel like I&#8217;m going through the motions.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve not been doing too well in managing my depression.. that much should be evident by now.  I really need to work out more often or something.  I just can never seem to push myself to do it.  <\/p>\n<p>The romantic life has picked up somehow, but ultimately that doesn&#8217;t quite seem to improve anything.<\/p>\n<p>I feel that I have purpose at work, but when it comes to other things, say school or home life, or personal life they all just feel empty&#8230; <\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>I hate this feeling.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Whats this all about? I&#8217;m second guessing the hell out of myself right now, but I&#8217;m wondering why I didn&#8217;t stay at Purchase College? or go to Binghamton College.. I&#8217;m just wondering how life could be different and full. Nothing seems to fill me, to give me purpose. I feel like I&#8217;m going through the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2426","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2426","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2426"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2426\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2426"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2426"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2426"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}