{"id":2491,"date":"2007-06-24T19:22:27","date_gmt":"2007-06-25T03:22:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm2\/2007\/06\/24\/job-hunt-fears\/"},"modified":"2007-06-24T19:22:27","modified_gmt":"2007-06-25T03:22:27","slug":"job-hunt-fears","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/2007\/06\/24\/job-hunt-fears\/","title":{"rendered":"Job Hunt Fears"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This entry was originally posted at <a href=\"http:\/\/roamingseattlite.blogspot.com\/\">Roaming Seattlite<\/a>.  For more information see <a href=\"\/peidm\/archives\/001266.html\">Uh, the other blog..<\/a><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>I fear the job hunt.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m insanely underemployed at the moment, but its a stable job that I don&#8217;t mind with consistent pay with consistent hours.  (e.g. its not Starbucks.)<\/p>\n<p>Last time I did the job hunt thing I remember spending an insane amount of time writing out cover letters, sending in resumes, fielding calls from recruiters, and going to interviews for nothing.  <\/p>\n<p>The one job that I finally got and settled on I hated so much I left after two weeks.  Then I went to Starbucks, something that I knew I&#8217;d be underemployed at, but I figured I could find my way to something else within the company.  That was until I got fired.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>I hate fruitless work.  (or to be more specific work with a really low ratio of success.) I think the best example of this is from when I worked for Citigroup.  Initially I was working on gas card accounts that were 4-6 months past due.  I was working on predictive dialer, where the computer made all the telephone calls for us.  In an average eight hour day I&#8217;d go through something like 500-600 telephone calls.  From that I&#8217;d leave a whole bunch of messages, talk to a bunch of people who weren&#8217;t the account holder, talk to a few account holders who wouldn&#8217;t pay, and talk to between 2 and 8 card holders who paid.  So overall its a really low ratio of success (just over 1%) but the mere fact that in a day I&#8217;d have success eight times was pretty good.<\/p>\n<p>I need success to drive me.  <\/p>\n<p>I was listening to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.kuow.org\/defaultProgram.asp?ID=12873\">an episode of The Conversation on KUOW about &quot;the most-praised generation&quot;<\/a>, and I had to and still am taking a hard look at if I fall into that situation.  I know I like to hear a a simple &#8220;thank you&#8221; at times from my supervisors, and I already need success, but do I require praise?  I want to say no, but I am not willing to say one way or the other for myself.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m having trouble psyching myself up to put in the effort given how fruitless my search was last time.  That sheet of paper I just got from Northern Kentucky University doesn&#8217;t ease my mind one way or the other about the prospect.<\/p>\n<p>I know I need to do this, but convincing myself is another matter&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This entry was originally posted at Roaming Seattlite. For more information see Uh, the other blog.. I fear the job hunt. I&#8217;m insanely underemployed at the moment, but its a stable job that I don&#8217;t mind with consistent pay with consistent hours. (e.g. its not Starbucks.) Last time I did the job hunt thing I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2491","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2491","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2491"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2491\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2491"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2491"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2491"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}