{"id":2497,"date":"2007-09-05T23:56:58","date_gmt":"2007-09-06T07:56:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm2\/2007\/09\/05\/wanting-to-let-someone-in\/"},"modified":"2007-09-05T23:56:58","modified_gmt":"2007-09-06T07:56:58","slug":"wanting-to-let-someone-in","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/2007\/09\/05\/wanting-to-let-someone-in\/","title":{"rendered":"Wanting to let someone in."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was going to post a quote from <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/ASIN\/0758203489\/nickshomepag-20\">Leave Myself Behind<\/a> by Bart Yates, but I just discovered that I <a href=\"\/peidm\/archives\/001079.html\">did so<\/a> about a year ago.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>I moved to Seattle for many reasons.  I know some of these are back-explaninations, revising my rationales for decisions long after they&#8217;ve been made and executed.  (Hey, I&#8217;m not talking about going to war or something, just moving across the country on a moment&#8217;s notice okay?)  One reason that keeps coming back is that I wanted to be able to find someone to let into my head.  Its a scary place up there sometimes, and I don&#8217;t quite understand everything I think all of the time, but being able to let someone in emotionally and intellectually is something I&#8217;ve wanted for, well hell nine or ten years.  Its not that I don&#8217;t have people that I&#8217;m really intimate with emotionally and intellectually, but I also would kind of like another gay guy to share things with. (Or well a straight guy who is comfortable cuddling in bed naked with another guy and kissing him will do as well&#8230;)<\/p>\n<p>I think some people may think that in some ways I&#8217;m really open with a lot of people, and thats true, but there is really more of me that I want to explore with someone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was going to post a quote from Leave Myself Behind by Bart Yates, but I just discovered that I did so about a year ago. I moved to Seattle for many reasons. I know some of these are back-explaninations, revising my rationales for decisions long after they&#8217;ve been made and executed. (Hey, I&#8217;m not [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2497","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2497","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2497"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2497\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2497"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2497"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2497"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}