{"id":2537,"date":"2008-06-22T10:24:29","date_gmt":"2008-06-22T18:24:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm2\/2008\/06\/22\/wasted-bits\/"},"modified":"2008-06-22T10:24:29","modified_gmt":"2008-06-22T18:24:29","slug":"wasted-bits","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/2008\/06\/22\/wasted-bits\/","title":{"rendered":"Wasted bits"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I completed crewing the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.theovernight.org\/\">Out of the Darkness Overnight Walk<\/a> about two and a half hours ago.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m sure you want me to tell you that it was a moving experience, or some stuff like that.  Honestly, it was a fulfilling event with some challenges and a lot of success.<\/p>\n<p>What it did reveal to me is a great deal of uncomfortableness with my own suicide attempt.  I discussed the situation I was in at the time I attempted to kill myself with a woman whose grandson had committed suicide.  From what I remember at the time what had become my life and had made me happy had been forcibly removed from me. Really in a lot of ways I did not have the skills to deal with that.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>I&#8217;m still uncomfortable with writing or talking about that time, but I&#8217;ve become stronger, realizing how to manage those times when I am overwhelmed.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><striek>This is rambling crap without a point. I apologize for wasting your bits.  Over a day later these words do not seem as rambling as they once did.  <br \/>\n<\/striek><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I completed crewing the Out of the Darkness Overnight Walk about two and a half hours ago. I&#8217;m sure you want me to tell you that it was a moving experience, or some stuff like that. Honestly, it was a fulfilling event with some challenges and a lot of success. What it did reveal to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2537","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2537","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2537"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2537\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2537"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2537"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.inmff.net\/peidm\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2537"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}